Monday, February 9, 2009

I want to go back

I want to go back...

 

To when i'd look at you looking at me
To when awkward silences were filled with shy smiles
To when i cant hold your gaze for more than 3 seconds b4 breaking into a goofy grin
To when a stutter is followed by nervous giggles
To when im scared youll hear my heart beating out of its chest at the sight of you
To when id raise the radio vol to MAX when a cheeesy love song comes on
To when my hands would tremble to pick up your early morning, afternoon and late night calls
To when id smile for no reason at all other than the memory of you saying something.. anything
To when id look at you looking at her
To when awkward silences were just filled with awkward
To when i cant bear to hold your cold empty stare
To when a stutter is slipped in the middle of an argument
To when i am angered just by the sight of you
To when i would try to WILL my phone to ring.. just once
To when id smile at smiling for no reason other than the memory of.. US